Monday, September 14, 2009

4 MONTHS!

so today is my boyfriend and i 's 4 month anniversary ! YAY! i got to seee him and i waas so happy because he suprised me by picking me up from the train station . i didnt even expect it since he said he would just come by later since he had a dentist appointment . ANY WHO - he told me that he has another suprise gift for me for our 4/5 month anniversary . that means that i get the present in the middle of this month and next month . MAYBE he will give it to me eariler . WHO KNOWS . he says that its real specail so im super stoked to see what it is . just thinking about it makes me smile .

this saturday me and my best friends rosie martine and gabby are going to the city and to central park to eat and shop and whatever . we are gonna bring other people too so im going to bring austin and it should be fun ! im so excited and i hope i get to buy some clothes cause i NEED new clothes & i never went school shopping . BLAH !

the book that i had to read over the summer was called the assistant and obviously i didnt read it over the summer because i hate to read BUT last year we had small book groups and that was my groups book ! im so happy cause i actually read the book this time and i answer so many questions during class today! im off to a great start . well im going to go to bed now so that i can wake up on time tomorrow . i gotta leave my house at exactly 630 , so wish me luck & pray that my anniversary gift is coming soon because i cant wait and im so excited .

p.s. - is anybody out there?

Sunday, September 13, 2009

girls

most girls are sluts , and flirts and they all need to grow up and stop . boys are scum too , but whatevvver (:
hello hello , sorry i havent written in some time . nothing interesting is happening . my schedule for school is alright . i dont have any classes with alexa which really sucks . me and alexa made a first trip to starbucks a few days ago . it was GREAT! i havent had starbucks in so long . the day after, friday, we were leaving schoool andd OF COURSE - just my lucck , it started pouring . me and alexa had to walk to the train in the rain & i got soakedd! it was horrible . my makeup was streaming down my face and my close were so uncomfortable to walk in or whatever . but when i got home austin was waiting for me by the train station so i was pretty happy since i hadnt seem him because of schoool .

i have a 1 to 9 day which is good since i get out at 311 and most of the time if i have workkk , i can get home in time , which is about 4 oclock . i hate work . my mom is thinking about signing me up for some SAT practice classes @ my school which is going to be stupid but i need to do well on my SATs . i also have to remind my mom to call up for me AND austin for drivers ed !

tomorrrow is mine and austins 4month anniversary ! wooooot . my currrent bestfriend's name is demi lovato <3

my bestfriend rosieee is mad at me i think . i dont know why ! she sent me a txt message late last night telling me that i was in big trouble . OH NO! i dont think i did anything wrong . when i woke up and saw the txt i tried to call her . but she didnt answer - she was prob sleeeping . BLAAAAH SOO STRESSFUL!

i have work at 1 =/ soo kill me . bye!

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

first day of schoool !

so today was the first day of school & it went by pretty well ! straight from school i had to rush to the train to get to workkk which was really annoying but now tomorrow i dont have work and i can relax , chill , and have some starbuckss with my bestfriends (:

alexaaa is one of my BESSSSSSSSt friends and i love her too much . she is the strongest person i know & is extremely pretty . this year we have no classes together so i am sorta bummed out . im hoping things will smooth out & then i will get to meet up with her every period or every other period .

i usually share a lockerrr with marissa since her combo is easier and i could never find locker but now i got a new locker and so did she so i guess we arent sharing anymore and we both have to remember a new combination which blows since my memory is so bad .

well i didnt pick out my outfit for tomorrow cause i really didnt know what ot wear so im going to wake up earlier tomorrow to get ready .

junior year should be fun .. my goal is to have a 90 or above in all of my classes so lets hope i keep up on my hardwork .

my mom told me that she was extremely proud of me twice today , and that makes me realllly happppy (: well its time for beddd . waking up at 525 for school tomorrrow ! bye

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

so.. the stresss is over and the summer is just about ended ! school is tomorrow and im SOO excited its not even funny . i have to figure out what i am going to wear , even tho - no one even remembers what you wore so its a waste but an excuse to loook prettier then normal i guess .

i feel like i am just talking to myself , but when i get home from work and i just wanna sit down and relax - the computer entertains me and i rather talk about my life on this thing rather then stalk peoples facebook ( WHICH WE ALL DO , dont lie ) .

exciting news! I TOOK MY PERMIT TEST TODAY AND I PASSSSSSED! i was so excited i must have txted 15 people all with the same txt message , " I PASSED MY PERMIT TEST! " . soo whoever is reading this , which is obviously no one .. haha ... look out because i am soon on the road . i am probably going to be signing up from drivers ed classes on sept 21st or something like that .

after that stress was off , a new stress was on ! i had to go to work and talk to my boss about me going to school in the city and not getting home until about 440 which is an hour and then minutes later then the time i have to go in (330) . at the end of the day i went to him and then i told him what was going on and he was actually nice about it ! he said that we would work AROUND my school schedule or whatever . i was happy that i got it over with , but i was actually sorta hoping that he said that i couldnt work anymore haha . because i really hate working there but whatever . its better then getting no money at all & i will have money for things like clothes or whatever .

now another problem is that if i have driving lessons now , i have to make sure that it doesnt interfere with any work days that i have . but i guess that comes in time , i really dont care all that much .

im sorta worried about school because this is junior year and now i really have to work my butt off and do really good . i want to be able to pick the college i want to go to or something like that . i want to have options but to be honest , im not quite sure what i want to be anymore . i used to want to be on broadway but the thing is , that its not a full time job so i would have to be a witress on the side and i really wouldnt want to do that . so being a teacher is always something good but im not sure . i want to have a job that i wake up and want to go to work and i want to be able to get paid a decent amount of money , if you know what i mean . but i better start this school year off right and be organized and have a happy attitude .

my boyfriend and i go to different schools , so im hoping that nothing changes between us and that he doesnt find a new girl or do something bad because he things that i wont find out about it . trust is an important thing in a relationship but trust grows as time goes on so all we can do is wait . jealousy is always a problem but hard to ignore anymore since you care about someone alot .

i want to make sure i have alot of time to hang out with my best friends .. rosie martine and gabby . my friends from school i was obviously always be able to see or whatever but since these are my 3 BESTfriends , and we dont go to the same school , its a little harder . but i know we can do it because we have a strong friendship and i love them so much . i dont know what i would do without them .

well i am going to stop rambling on and on seeing how no one is going to comment on it , but HEY! a girl can wish , cant she ?

TIME TO PICK OUT AN OUTFIT AND HAIRSTYLE FOR SCHOOL . wish me luck(: farewell .

Monday, September 7, 2009

PERMIT TEST

so here i am again .. its 1130 at night and my bestfriends and boyfriend just left my house a little while ago . austin (my boyfriend ) and me decided we would go in for our permit test tomorrow morning before i have work at 330 . that means that i have to do some MAJOR cramming so that i dont fail this dumb test . im super nervous since you have to pay 115 dollars in order to take this test ! im going to try to take a zillion practice tests and then read the book a little before i go to bed . i really havent even opened the book @ all and i really hope i pass because then my mom will kill me and i will be so embarrassed if i dont . so with that - i bid you farewell to whoever is reading this & pray for me so that i do well . all i want to do is pass ! any tips? let me know (:

Sunday, September 6, 2009

starting off

alright.. so i am jesselyn . i am a simple teenage girl with girl problems and dreams and such . i am 16 , a distant and much younger age from that of my brothers and sisters .

joey , 27
jc , 25
jaime, 24

i would love it if people read this .. then maybe it wouldnt seem like i am talking to myself !

i just got home from the movies and i saw julie and julia , & in the movie she blogs so i really wanted to do it . i went to see it with my boyfriend .

my boyfriends name is austin and he is pretty much the perfect boy a girl could ask for . he treats me well and he would do anything to make me happy . when im upset he gets upsets and when im happpy , so is he .

this is when my summmer comes to an end & i have to start the stress . i just got a job last month in a bakery and i hate it there . my hours are good but i only get paid 5 dollars an hour because the asshole boss says that im still in "training" . whatever that means . but its better then what i was making before - 0$ . now that school is starting up and i go to school the city , i dont get home until 440 . the work shift starts at 330 so my mother wants me to talk to the boss and ask him if i can work on the weekends instead . i really dont want to do that becasue that would mean that i get no time for myself or to hang out with my friends or boyfriend . on top of that my mother has been nagging me to go take my permit test so that when i turn 17 i can get my drivers license ! i have to pass the road test before sept. 21 or something because thats when i have to take lessons for driving . what a bummmer !

junior year is the one that counts so i really am going to working hard so that i can do well ! i dont want my blog to be boring since i want to have at least 17 fans! haha , thats my goal . i shall be back to tell you guys more . until then - FAREWELL .