so.. the stresss is over and the summer is just about ended ! school is tomorrow and im SOO excited its not even funny . i have to figure out what i am going to wear , even tho - no one even remembers what you wore so its a waste but an excuse to loook prettier then normal i guess .

i feel like i am just talking to myself , but when i get home from work and i just wanna sit down and relax - the computer entertains me and i rather talk about my life on this thing rather then stalk peoples facebook ( WHICH WE ALL DO , dont lie ) .

exciting news! I TOOK MY PERMIT TEST TODAY AND I PASSSSSSED! i was so excited i must have txted 15 people all with the same txt message , " I PASSED MY PERMIT TEST! " . soo whoever is reading this , which is obviously no one .. haha ... look out because i am soon on the road . i am probably going to be signing up from drivers ed classes on sept 21st or something like that .

after that stress was off , a new stress was on ! i had to go to work and talk to my boss about me going to school in the city and not getting home until about 440 which is an hour and then minutes later then the time i have to go in (330) . at the end of the day i went to him and then i told him what was going on and he was actually nice about it ! he said that we would work AROUND my school schedule or whatever . i was happy that i got it over with , but i was actually sorta hoping that he said that i couldnt work anymore haha . because i really hate working there but whatever . its better then getting no money at all & i will have money for things like clothes or whatever .

now another problem is that if i have driving lessons now , i have to make sure that it doesnt interfere with any work days that i have . but i guess that comes in time , i really dont care all that much .

im sorta worried about school because this is junior year and now i really have to work my butt off and do really good . i want to be able to pick the college i want to go to or something like that . i want to have options but to be honest , im not quite sure what i want to be anymore . i used to want to be on broadway but the thing is , that its not a full time job so i would have to be a witress on the side and i really wouldnt want to do that . so being a teacher is always something good but im not sure . i want to have a job that i wake up and want to go to work and i want to be able to get paid a decent amount of money , if you know what i mean . but i better start this school year off right and be organized and have a happy attitude .

my boyfriend and i go to different schools , so im hoping that nothing changes between us and that he doesnt find a new girl or do something bad because he things that i wont find out about it . trust is an important thing in a relationship but trust grows as time goes on so all we can do is wait . jealousy is always a problem but hard to ignore anymore since you care about someone alot .

i want to make sure i have alot of time to hang out with my best friends .. rosie martine and gabby . my friends from school i was obviously always be able to see or whatever but since these are my 3 BESTfriends , and we dont go to the same school , its a little harder . but i know we can do it because we have a strong friendship and i love them so much . i dont know what i would do without them .

well i am going to stop rambling on and on seeing how no one is going to comment on it , but HEY! a girl can wish , cant she ?

TIME TO PICK OUT AN OUTFIT AND HAIRSTYLE FOR SCHOOL . wish me luck(: farewell .